so hard

halo temanku tersayang :D hari ini banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak banget yg mau gue ceritain sama lo dari a-z wakaka lebay. jadi hari ini aku telat bangun bloog jadi aku ga mandi deh ke sekolahnya haha gue baru bangun jam setengah 7 dan lgsg gosok gigi ganti baju haha udh sampe di sekolah ternyata baru mau baris sialan ckck yauda trus hari ini jam pelajaran seperti biasa ga ada yg spesial gitu gitu aja bahasa indonesia dengan miss nia, social with miss sri and bla bla bla tadi aku story2 ke ka aza sama ka ningrum tentang kaka kelas itu wakak parah deh ternyata emg udh di cap jelek tooh sama angkatannya huh sabar ya kak hhe masa td dia sms gue gitu looh nanya2 dede lg apa? udh mkn blm? save nomer kaka yah ahaha kocak bet dah ah lu kak trus td gue story2 sama temen gue tentang semuanya trus mereka bilang sama gue "yaudalah mi, lepasin aja. mau aja sih lo dibego begoin sama cowo" mereka bilang kaya gitu sama gue hey guys gue tau kalian emg baik banget sama gue okay I understand I was a fool, I want to be treated like that in the guy but I want them to better understand me, the inside of my heart is very hard to let go of someone if you really love him sincere, may be easy to say but it is very difficult to do broo. thanks a lot deaaaaar you were my best best best muah :''''') trus td gue marah gitu sama tyaaa sebenrnya ga marah sih ya cuma gasuka aja di bilang kaya gitu oke nomi it's wasn't a big problem cuma orang gilanya itu loh yg des gatau guenya aja yg sensi atau lg byk mslh cuma gue ngrasanya tuh dalem aja dan gue gasuka hhe gapapa ko gue udh ga marah sama lo maafin gue juga yah trus tadi ada sesuatu yang tidak mengenakkan gitu deh di saman bukan ttg kakanya yg baik hati itu tp ada something lah hhe I think, all my missions will be undertaken. should I not deserve to be around them, because we are different. we are not the same way and not intended to cocky or anything but I think I've had the freedom when I am with 'them', they accept me the way I am is what I a ugly black , my stiff hair and they receiving all that without flaws although they were as beautiful as you , :''') I do not know this feeling jealous of me or what but this is what I feel now